A Blue insight

Hey all you wonderful bloggers out there.

I just finished a color code evaluation for a company that is taking a look at my resume. Anyways... I really thought I would post my results and the explanation, simply because it is true and I liked what it had to say.

"Congratulations. You are BLUE.
BLUES are motivated by INTIMACY. They seek to genuinely connect with others, and need to be understood and appreciated. Everything they do is quality-based. They are loyal friends, employers, and employees. Whatever or whomever they commit to is their sole (and soul) focus. They love to serve and give themselves freely in order to nurture others' lives.
BLUES have distinct preferences and have the most controlling personality. Their personal code of ethics is remarkably strong and they expect others to live honest, committed lives as well. They enjoy meaningful moments in conversation as well as paying close attention to special life events (e.g. birthdays and anniversaries). BLUES are dependable, thoughtful, and analytical; but can also be self-righteous, worry-prone, and moody. They are "sainted pit-bulls" who never let go of something or someone, once they are committed. When you deal with a BLUE, be sincere and make a genuine effort to understand and appreciate them.
-Understand that no two BLUES are exactly alike. Although you share the same core motivation as many others, your personality is still unique to you alone. "



Besides my results... I really just feel.... BLUE. I guess I just am realizing that I expected life to be one big fairytale, and even with everything I have endured.... I finally am realizing that there is no fairytale life. It seems to be one of the saddest realizations.....*sigh* but it's life. Today.....I went to go to the gym, and my mom's car wouldn't start. So then, my mom needed me to deliver some voting slip to the club house in the middle of our community. So I decided to run while I was on the phone with a friend. I guess this friend hit something in my heart, because, before too long I found myself panting so hard and aching so badly that I could hardly stand it....but then I just kept running. It was as if I thought that by running, I could make the conversation go away....or the feelings I had from the conversation go away. I just wish things weren't so complicated and everyone could be happy. But then it wouldn't be life. Maybe because I am a blue personality....I guess I feel like I can save everyone.... or maybe that is just purely superman complex syndrome. I dunno. Seems like some days can be so good and other days seem so hard.Well, tomorrow is another day.....I just hope I can find a job.... that would make life so much easier.
-Jess


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