Hi friends -
As you may have heard by this point, things didn't turn out as planned with Jason. Though I love him, there was an ultimatum presented to me, that I just couldn't take. I appreciate all the calls and emails received as well as prayers on my behalf and I am taking care of everything. I hope that one day I can be forgiven for making the most difficult decision of my life, and maybe some day in the future, he and I can get back together when we are more prepared, but until then, I guess I have lost my best friend and my future companion. Everyone seems relieved, and I can see why. I thought love was what was making our relationship, but instead.....it was something else. A lack of experience has left me at this point at which I stand now. I'm very thankful for this learning experience and see that nothing bad came out of this relationship....only good.I hope that we can work it out and get back to where we were before last night - in the future. I don't want to lose him. He is my best friend and was - up 'til now - my future companion for eternity. Maybe if we both prepare some more, in a few months something can happen between us again. I hope so. Anyways, for now, If anyone hears anything about a roommate experience anywhere in Utah, I would love to hear it as well as any job openings. Thanks a bunch for you continued support.
-Jessica
2 comments:
Jessica - you seem so mature and in control of everything. I really admire that. I'm sorry to hear that things didn't work out but if it's for the best, I really believe in you, so I know you'll be just fine. My prayers are with you!! :)
jessica! i am so sorry things didn't work out for you but just remember everything happens for a reason and that you are a daughter of God...He loves you! you are such a good, strong woman!
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