Taking a look at life.

Today I woke up and realized that I am in control of my life. Ok, so I am not in control of my cold..... but everything else...I am doing pretty good at. I still am looking for a job. I am taking control of how I look. I realized that after so long I had forgotten what it felt like to get up and to put makeup on.... to spend more than 5 minutes on my hair.... to wear jewelry. But I mean, it's like, getting up and actually wanting to spend time being pretty. Not that I am not naturally pretty, but I had been told that putting makeup on was not the most important thing in life..... and for awhile I thought it to be true. But lately, I'm finding that the more time and effort I put into my look, the better I feel. Anyways, things are good. I did have an off day.... the cold seems to be delaying what I need to do in life. But on the other hand, it's good to be able to say, I have worked hard for the last couple of weeks and now... I can chillax. Anyways, Kat is coming in November to visit me! I am so excited! And I am just getting to know different girls and guys in the ward. I love that I already have several really good girlfriends to talk to and plan stuff with!
OOPS.... there's dinner so I g2g....
Jess