Long day.....Fun night!

Man. I am so wiped! I have had a long day and a fun but eternally long night. I spent the day searching my head off for a job, still to no avail! It's like no one is hiring.....I know it's because of the stupid recession, but still.....come on.... a little help here guys! lol. I actually had a nice chat with a friend of mine about being unemployed and how it gets old fast. All I can say is, I am working my head off trying to find a decent job. I just hope something comes through soon. Anyways, we had a pamper party tonight and I had fun! I saw a lot of my friends and definitely made some awesome new ones in the process. Who knew that the whole... not being shy thing....would work so well to my advantage? lol. I got some cool stuff from tonight and a huge bottle of root booster which I am thrilled about because lately, I can spend up to 3 hours doing my hair alone. I have started migrating towards the bouffant Utah crown style, and it turns out, I actually look like a girl when I take the time to "FRAN FINE" my hair. Actually, I continually look better. My make up looks better, and so does my weight. It's slowly coming off, but the more I start to walk and move, the more it comes off. :) That makes me happy and definitely more attractive. My confidence is higher than it has ever been. I feel good, I look good, and soon enough everything will be good in life.....if only I could find a job. So anyways, I found this song by one of my favorite bands *EMERY* and I thought I would just leave off with them for the night. It has been something that has gotten me through any lingering feelings from my last relationship......anyways, here it is.

You'll live like two people that wish they were one.
She may not be perfect,
But oh my friend neither are you.
You feel like you're waiting for somebody
to remind you of all the things
that you're supposed to do.
Careful what you reach for, one more step
and you're falling through.

Your family's a joke and your job is your life.
The time spent without them
is time spent most every night.
Get your house in order
'cause it's gonna be a bumpy ride.

I work my hands right down to the bone
still you don't give me what i want.
You are so ungrateful,
I thought my heart had a home.
Please dear understand,
I'm sorry again for all that i said.
How could you leave?
I swear that I'll be a better man.
So go ahead and run, run, run

In a certain place I've kept my outs,
one for us both, two for my doubts.
I'm hollow because I know how to get this done
so I will be the only one to follow,
to follow through with this.

She was never perfect,
oh, my friend, neither were you.