Explain to me.

Hey guys -

Just got out of class and thought I would tap out some of my thoughts that I have in my head. Yesterdya was good. I got up and headed up to church with Auds. I wasn't feeling too good. Then I Went and did my modeling thing. I had a blast. The word is that I am very good at posing and taking direction, and that I am very photogenic. I guess we will see if I show up in a magazine or two in a week or two. Who knows. Ang is a great photographer. :) Then I went to the boys apartments and flirted for a bit, and then went for a swing with Brit for like 3 hours. I finally came home and crawled in bed from exhaustion. This morning I woke up at 5:45am and got going. I got dressed and everything and headed out the door for missionary prep. The only problem was that it was just a practice, not a required, so I just went and got a bagel and smoothie and headed to dating and courtship. I sat through an hour of that without any problem and then my music classes.Now I have a while to chill and rest before I head off to work at 3 ish, cuz I have work at 4pm. Things are going busy but good. Jase has been in Utah for the weekend so I haven't talked to him since Thursday..... but I am still doing ok. I don't feel like I am dying yet from missing him so that is good that I have kept myself so busy so as to ignore any desire to talk to him. :) I miss him terribly though. :)

Well, yep, that catches you up.

Here are some lyrics.....

Peace out -

Jess




CONSPIRACY - PARAMORE

Please speak softly, for they will hear us

And they'll find out why we don't trust them

Speak up dear cause I cannot hear you

I need to know why we don't trust them

Explain to me this conspiracy against me

And tell me how I've lost my power

Where can I turn?

Cause I need something more

Surrounded by uncertainty

I'm so unsure

Tell me why I feel so alone cause

I need to Know to whom do I owe

Explain to me this conspiracy against me

And tell me how I've lost my power

I thought that we'd make it

Because you said that we'd make it through

And when all security fails

will you be there to help me through

Explain to me this conspiracy against me

And tell me how I've lost my power

I've lost my power